Its crazy how one person can change ur outlook in life and destroy it after.
ps : Hi! If you reading this. U are the best thing happened in my life. You change me, my outlook, my thinking’s and you made me believe that FOREVER still exist. Ur the only guy who made me feel this way. Thats why i choose you. But things arent going well right now , I dont know.. It hurts to think of you. I cant help myself. I just want to cry. Because ur the only person i believed in love and i trust my heart on you. But still u broke me :(
I dont know if u wanted to have some time and space, or something.. But it really hurts me.. More than ull ever know.. But still.. u didnt even care.. I LOVE YOU.. I really love you and im willing to spend my life with you but u? YOUR NOT.. I hope ur happy now.. 7 mo.s wasnt easy.. wasnt smooth sailing.. I dont want u to give up on me.. So please if u still care, lets fix this.. PLEASE
Happy 6 mo.s to us Daddy!
I couldnt find the words to say how much i miss you :’( Really, I miss u so much :’( This is all that i can say.. I dont know if u will be back here well. Im not hoping but deep inside my heart I WISH ULL BE BACK HERE..
Sometimes i feel that our relationship is LACK of something.. i dont know what it is or what it was but i feel so vulnerable right now. :’( I cant stop crying :’( I wish Italy is just around the corner.. :’(
Yesterday when i was doing my Quotation/Paper work i received a message with my old buddy when i was in college
”Neng Punta ka sa bahay, Paturo aq mag download ng youtube video”
Since i still have paper works i replied ”After ng Paperworks ko, Bka mag overtime ako” Then she said Its ok.
When i received that message i feel so happy that finally after 2 years i had a chance to see her again :D
Ok to make the story short, Im at her house, I greeted her Mom. and i help her to retrieve her facebook and download YouTube video and sabay2 kami kumain ng dinner ng naka kamay kasalo ko kumain c Mama nya,Sya at c Hania (Her sister)
I feel at home talaga sa bahay na yun. They dont treat me us others :D
Hi just want to share this to you guys.
Every morning i listen to Love Radio 90.7 Tambalan Christsuper and Nicolehyala, der’ll super funny and they made my day a great start :D While im putting my clothes on they shared something.
”Kaninang umaga may pumuntang foreigner dito sa booth”
”oh bakit daw?”
”Ninakawan daw sya, 4 pesos nlng daw laman ng bulsa nya. Galing daw syang airport sumakay sya ng taxi dpat ang ruta nya greenhills e sa Bicutan sya galing (may shorcutan kc dun) pero bnaba sya sa San Juan de Dios School malapit sa Love Radio Booth. Tanggay tangay daw ng taxi yung maleta nya,cp nya pati laptop nya so wala daw syang mahihingian ng tulong dhil 4 pesos nlng ntra sknya”
”Buti nkarating sya dito”
”Nilakad nya! Tinulungan sya ng Radio station natin (AM)”
I just realize, Why some Filipino’s do this? Wala nmng ginagawa ang tao sknla tapos ginaganito nila. Im a Filipino too and i experience a lot, something common about this. I grew up in not so good community, a lot of uneducated citizen,Mura dito Mura dun ang mga bata. Mga tambay nag ssungal, Kung gabi nag aadik minsan naninira ng bahay (Bahay namin). Pag lasing mag wwala. kung sino2 pinag ttripan (Tatay ko). And i realize bat may gnitong mga tao? Walang mgawa sa buhay nila. Bakit hindi na lang sila mamatay? Dba? Wala nmn kwenta buhay nila. Namimewisyo pa ng iba.
I love my country, My fellow filipino’s as well, but i dont treat them right if they wont respect me. I hope that foreigner learned a lesson and i hope he wont go Philippines alone cuz for me, Its a dangerous place if you dont know anything about this country. Even I, Myself scared of how some Filipino’s treat some humans (Humans- the good one).
Its so sad some foreigners remember our country as a ”DONT VISIT PHILIPPINES IT WILL RUIN UR LIFE” instead ”ITS MORE FUN IN THE PHILIPPINES”
— Just my opinion
Im the type of girl..
I have a chubby cheeks
Has a salon treated long hair but i didnt get what i wanted ”hair type” like Koreans has (Side bangs or Full bangs)
When i was on Highschool i used to have hard athletic body, my arms are like man’s biceps (really!) and i have 4 packs abs (oh yes!)
100 push up is just like ” *ok then! ” to me.. Its so easy for me to do this back then :D
I won my first silver medal in my first competition last 2007 and im still wearing white belt and i beat blue belt girl.
I really hate my speaking/talking voice because all of the people misunderstand me when i started to talk/the way i talk. (My voice is manly and its has tone of old virgin lady didnt get married because she was so choosy) swear! i have this voice, But im thankful that God gave me beautiful voice when i started to sing :) *cheeerrrs!
I dont like girly girl stuff! But i still like it but i dont know i feel like im more comfortable in guy stuff.
Id rather buy a bag pack than a shoulder bag
I dont have pimples or acne when i was in 1st yr highschool, It started at my 18th birthday.. *that sucks! till now i have them! >.<” poor me *sobs sobs sobs
I have lots of silver accessories when i was in highschool necklace,ring,bracelet,dog tag pero nung nag college na aq nwalan na aq ng interest sa mga alahas.
Im not friendly, i have that snobby look in my eyes.
Im not tall, Im only 5’0 but im a frustrated model, I wish im 5’8 tall :’( so short skirts are perfectly fine to me.
I have straight body
and im against in PRE MARITAL SEX! im just glad that even though im 21 yrs old im still a virgin *bwahahahaha even my ex was a maniac/pervert! *Omooo.. i have a superpowers?!! Naaaaaaahh.. I just really really R E A L L Y respect myself THAT MUCH! :D i dont have a plan to be a nun or saint! hahahah :D
I have a rude attitude and im a brutal girlfriend. I always hit my ex’s/boyfriend. Yeah! I dont have that long temper! >.<” My hands are too quick. I always beat them when im mad >.<”
Im a 7 years kpop lover and 7 years cloud (Rain Fandom) I really want to marry him. I really wnat him to be my husband :D
I just wanted to share this to you. Its my dream last night :D I dont know but i think its the second time i dream about chanyeol,sehun,luhan and Tao (actually he’s not part of this dream, I just realize his part of my 1st dream its just… something that i can relate to, But really. I dont know.. Its feel like its my 2nd time to dream about this. I just cant remember)
So it went like. Im in our 1st house (I think its our house when i was 5 yrs old, yeah i recognize the design and the flooring. I call it house but its also an apartment) Chanyeol,Sehun,Luhan and Tao stayed at the apartment and when i saw them i was like *OOOMOOOOO EXXOO!!!
Since im only kpop lover in our place/village, No one can relates to it. So they snob me. So i was like *K! so i was being friendly when my ”BOARDMATES” and tell them that ”Its our house when i was in 5 yrs old. and they wer’ll ”REALLY?” and i saw Hunhan in the corner deyr so cute and they look like twins and has a cotton candy hair. So cute :D I ask them why there cuddling each other? but they replied me a ”SMILE” (adorable)
Chanyeol’s is my closest but he’s kinda snobby, Maybe he doesnt like my ”FEELING CLOSE” attitude, He’s at ease.. Maybe? I dont know. I always talked with him even though he dont know what im saying.. (But i think we can understand each other hahahha) and then, I saw TAO <3 He smiled at me. He’s really friendly :3
and then in one glimpse, I just saw an EXO TV, It documents wants happening in that house and im on it! OMOOOO and its broadcasting in KBS (my 1st dream) .. and i was like.. ”THIS IS REAL!!!!! :O ” Im so excited to tell this to my friends and then POOOFF!!! im awake… FVCK!
Medyo OA na po mga KPOP PH ngayon. Siguro bago pa tong Kpop Fan. Ewan q lng. Kahit na ayaw q sa Chicser di pa rin legit na batuhin o i boo cla sa Concert na yun. Baka mag kagulo at d na matuloy yung concert sa KPOP REPUBLIC ska NEGATIVE PUBLICITY pra sa kapwa kong PINOY KPOP STANS/FANS kung magkataon bka i ban na tayo sa mga concert at maturn off ang mga FAV GROUPS nyo o BIAS nyo. Kayo rin! MAKE LOVE NOT WAR ^_^V
Mianhe, Medyo late reaction ako dhil busy aq mkipag webcam chat sa boyfriend ko khapon.
Sep 3, 2013
Umaga, wala pa yung scandal pero nung mga bandang Tanghali. Lumabas na yung SCANDAL ni WALLY BAYOLA and EB BABE YOSH. sa dme ng friends ko sa facebook imposibleng di lumabas yung scandal sa newsfeed ko.
Nbabahala lang aq dhil marami na pong bata na may access sa facebook, nappansin ko kasi na prang ginawa kng porn site yung Facebook na walang virus.. Tsk tsk
Tapos mkkakita pa aq ng ”RESPECT WALLY’' na ”Mali na lang ba ng tao nkikita?” tapos pinagtatanggol pa nila yung pinag ggawa ni wally at ni yosh.. Bigla aqng ngalit..
May matino bang GF/ASAWA na yung HUSBAND/BF nya me kinakalantaryong iba? Sana kasi bago nila gnawa yan naisip ng dalawang hinayupak na yan qng ”Pano kung baliktad ang sitwasyon? Ikaw nmn niloloko ng asawa mo at nkkipag churvahan sa ibang lalaki?” Matutuwa kba? Ang bobo na tlga ng mga tao ngayon! Kinakampihan pa? ANONG UTAK MERON PO KAYO? tsk tsk…
E mas malupit pa yung scandal nilang dlawa kesa kay Chito at Neri e. Clang dlawa mag gf at bf nagkataoon lng na vinideohan at nwala ang flashdrive. e itong scandal na toh.
PAMILYADONG TAO si WALLY BAYOLA may mgndang asawa at mga anak. Di ba nya inisip yan? Ano mrramdaman ng anak ni Wally sknya? Pati na rin ung tingin ng mga tao sa ANAK ni WALLY BAYOLA? Kawawa nmn yung mga bata. Paniguradong binubully na yan sa school o di mkapasok o nagpalit ng ibang school dhil sa kahihiyan.. masasabihan pa
‘'ay yung tatay nyang kalbo may kabit!”
‘'anak ka nungkalbo na malaki yung tyan na may kabit dba?”
Yung asawa nmn nya.. Di nya mapagkkatiwalaan si Wally dhil behind her back pla nkkipag churvahan sa KATRABAHO NYA! Diba?
Tapos ssbhin nyo skin WALANG MALI JAN?
dyan mo mlalaman kong may matino pa bang lalaki na khit ampon ng pari, mukhang di ata nkbasa ng 10 commandments na nsa labas ng simbahan.Dyan mo mlalaman qng gano ka kwalang kwentang tao. Tsk tsk! PWE! isa kang mgndang example kugn bakit may mga BABAENG AYAW NA MAG ASAWA o AYAW NA MAG BF dhil sa mga tulad nyong mga walang hiya na kampon ng demonyo! Bakit ba kc kayo pinanganak na saksakan ng kamanyakan sa katawan? Parang feeling ko trophy nila na may babae cila bukod pa sa gf/asawa nya. Bat gnyan kayo mag isip mga lalaki noh? Parang inaamag mga utak nyo noh?
Tapos ito nmn babaeng to si YOSH! Ewan q qng anong trip mong babae ka at pinatos mo yang lalaking yan. putoinamoy ka! ano ba yan FUBU o trip mo lng tikman c wally dhil kating kati kna? tss.. ang hirap sa babae.. KARAMIHAN TANGA E! tsk tsk
Goodluck nlng sa HIWALAYAN,BROKEN FAMILY at Mga anak na issumpa ang kanilang AMA HANGAT NBBUHAY SILA!