Yeah.. why?? I dont know. But this my conclusion, When i was in my highschool i was a full time student and taekwondo athlete. Almost everyday im in my school,studying and after my class ill go to gym and playing taekwondo so from 7am to 8pm then if my teamates whats to chil somewhere ill hangout with them so sometimes nakkauwi na aq ng bhay ng 10pm.
free time is SUNDAY but im still busy cuz i hang out wth my taekwondo friends/teamates. Then when senior comes im a student/choir member and a BAND MEMBER. I quit taekwondo (bcus my mom told me so) being band member is quite cool.. I really love music so my mom is not against it even though late na aq nkkauwi..
In my college life.
I still play taekwondo.. (the reason why i cant let go taekwondo because of my companion and connection wth my teammates. Then i join a lot of singing contest naging POPULAR STUDENT na aq dhil dun. Everyone knows me because.. im POPULAR
So now.. im working. Im like
WAKE UP - EAT - GO TO WORK - GO HOME - SLEEP almost everyday of my life then i realize.. whats goin on wth my life?? Im freaking bored.. aarrgghhh.. di ako snay ng gnto walang gngawa. I hope next week may iba nmng mangyari sa buhay q. Nkkasawa na.. :/
So this is me again. For 1 week i been very busy finding a perfect KPOP VOCAL CG GROUP.
Since im single, i dont want to spend my life crying over for an IDIOT . Hahahaha :)) Im too PRETTY to spend some tears.. so yeah thats why i make a CG VOCAL GROUP..
Ok so here its goes..
OPERATION STAY OR LET GO?
1. Masaya ako kasi ok na kami
2. May kausap na ako at may inspiration at may motivation kasi anjan sya
3. Di na aq mggising sa madaling araw dhil di ako makatulog
4. May taong nagmmahal skin at mahal ko
1. May posibilidad na mangyari ulit yung pang babae nya once na mag away kami
2. Malayo sya skin.. LDR kami bka di rin mag work out
3. Tanga sya.. Wlang utak.. Pag nasulsulan malamang susunod yun sa snasabi ng mga kaibigan nya
4. Mahirap na ibalik sa dati ang relasyon nyo. Kung hindi sya determinado ibalik lahat sa dati
1. Sleepless night
2. Wala ng boyfriend so wala ng motivation msyado kasi di na ako masaya
3. Iyak tawa kasi namimiss mo sya
4. May desisyon kang pag sisihan..
5. Lagi kang malungkot..
6. 3 mo.s bago ka mka move on. Yun lang kung may bago ka ng gusto.
1. Wala ka ng hhintayin
2. Wala ka ng sakit ng ulo
3. Wala ng dahilan pra di ka makipag date sa iba
4. Busog ka nanaman kasi may kadate ka nnamang bago HAHAHAHAH XD
5. May chance na ako hanapin or hintayin or kilatisin ang taong mag mamahal skin at mamahalin ko in the near future.
So what would i choose?
Hi guys! Im having a hard time to make decisions nowadays because my mind and my heart are fighting for their rights,
Recently, we had a fight with my boyfriend.. Its just a simple lovers quarrel, I tell him that ”i really love him and dont think that i dont” and he replied ”i love you more”
but what happened is this.. Dec 9, 2013 His Italian Language School Graduation, To celebrate his graduation, He and his classmate go to some place like bar (i think) and He has a very close friend girl classmate (who’s in relationship too) but something happen, these two idiots (My Boyfriend and some girl who wont be named CHERRY FE VILLARANTE) are like flirting with each other and they kissed each other.
After dec 9, 2013 i talked to my bf and he doesnt reply to my messages (seenzoned) almost everyday and everynight im waiting for his reply and im crying over it.. then last dec 12, 2013 i guess.. My boyfriend says
”I did something terrible and you wont forgive me”
and i get want my boyfriend wanted to say… and i open his facebook account and i read their conversation .. YEAH THEYRE LIKE FLIRTING EACH OTHER.
My boyfriend hug her
My Boyfriend sniff her hair
My Boyfriend ask her if she wants to watch a movie
My Boyfriend ask her a lot (like are u hungry? like person have an intention)
Ok then„ i burst out.. i cry a lot.. then i talk to that fucking bitch.. and i tell her she’s such a bitch and she has no manners and she’s so low profile. She has no respect for herself because she has a boyfriend and she let herself to that such things.. WHAT A FUCKING BITCH
and why it turned out i was the one who has MISTAKES here? Those fucking idiots!! NO BRAINS! ALL MORONS! My boyfriend’s classmate where like (find some other girl blah blah blah) HAHAHAHA XD i laughed at loud.. I dont know where their brains gone to? hahahahah They were like IDIOTS! NO BRAINS AT ALL.. SO IMMATURE (kaya nasusulsulan bf ko dhil sa mga classmate nyang wala ding utak)
but then my boyfriend say sorry to me.. but im not contented, If he wants to win me back.. do what i say..
No communication with that girl
Accept consequences (i may not believe of what u say)
Just accept that we cannot fix this relationship
NO COMMUNICATION WITH ME
NO MUTUAL FRIENDS
NO CONNECTION WITH ME
WALA NG BALIKAN
AND MOVE ON
thats what we called ”CLOSURE”
BUT STIL IM HAVING A HARD TO TIME TO MAKE DECISIONS…
If you were in my shoes? WHAT WOULD YOU DO?
Hi! Its 2014.. So far my only priority is to achieved my dreams, I only have 5 years running to fulfill it, and if i dont do anything to fulfill this. I might missed a chance TT^TT
DREAMS/GOALS IN LIFE
1. To own a Physical Kpop Store
- I only have a Kpop online shop, but i want to have an physical shop~ i want some improvements.. so thats why i wanted to have a physical shop
2. Go to South Korea or Japan
- This i what i really need to fulfill to travel to Japan or Korea :3 but ill be happy if i can travel both countries~ ^_^
3. Meet Rain
- My Ultimate Bias, really i want to meet him even thought from a far… Really i just want to see him before i got married >.<”
4. Save lots of money..
- i want to work abroad so i can save some money and ready for my future
5. Meet my future husband
- someone can cherish me and never leave me even though he doesnt understand me..
simple goal :) maybe next year i can crossed out some of this.. hahahha XD with God’s Guidance and my perseverance nothing if impossible
Its crazy how one person can change ur outlook in life and destroy it after.
ps : Hi! If you reading this. U are the best thing happened in my life. You change me, my outlook, my thinking’s and you made me believe that FOREVER still exist. Ur the only guy who made me feel this way. Thats why i choose you. But things arent going well right now , I dont know.. It hurts to think of you. I cant help myself. I just want to cry. Because ur the only person i believed in love and i trust my heart on you. But still u broke me :(
I dont know if u wanted to have some time and space, or something.. But it really hurts me.. More than ull ever know.. But still.. u didnt even care.. I LOVE YOU.. I really love you and im willing to spend my life with you but u? YOUR NOT.. I hope ur happy now.. 7 mo.s wasnt easy.. wasnt smooth sailing.. I dont want u to give up on me.. So please if u still care, lets fix this.. PLEASE